Helloo :D
I got a guilty conscience.
everywhere i did think too much.
i dont want to think too much.
but im showing my sad face everytime you all can see.
my pain, my sorrow, my fears.
im becoming old. so i have to be mature.
however, i cannot.
i'm becoming weaker and tired. people dont understand my pain.
my heart keep beating whenever i am going to sleep.
I know i can do it.
I didnt want to come to school anymore, but i have to.
i live very far from my home.
i cannot talk well , so that why i keep quiet and didnt respond to anything.
im too far worried for my grandma.
please, god.
i need happiness can.
i need help.
im trying to be independent.
but i cannot.
i always lack of sleep.
when i try to listen, i dont understand.
why my hearing becomes worse??
why my speech is lost nowdays.??
Looking at the future, how am i going to pass o level.?
SIGH. i still am trying to change.
i should think of others who are worse off than me.
I understand their pain of sufferings.
i am a crybaby, i admit.
i want to stop crying. i hate tears.
or i caused many misunderstandings.
whom i can turn to?
D:
i miss the memories in the past. ]:
i wish i can fly around the world on my own.
too depressing.
i cannot pick up my courage. ):
but i never do anything foolish which i wish i want to.
but i cannot be so stupid.
i always keep worrying about tomorrow after tomorrow.
i always feel guilty everytime. ]:
why i only sit to see the time pass by.?
its so wasteful right?
my life has been worsen.
I wish you can spare thoughts for others, can? thanks.
i regret for not practising my speech in the past.
no use turning back.
i try to catch up listening to the teachings properly
i try..
080808 BEIJING OLYMPICS :D